Hey Just to say You should know Like So you think your complicated Girl hold my drink Or call a shrink Let go deep inside And take a dive Cause in my mind I think we'd be more in sync If I explain some things Okay here I'm quite damaged Youth wasn't tragic but later life had it Took a lot of drink and the drugs to distract it Then you go numb And nothing really matters Lost a mate to the cancer Ex through sadness Even the most beautiful souls can get damaged Another mate chasing the dragon Then another mate died of cancer What the fucks happening Life is a bitch I nearly gave up on it Covid locked down in my house I was struggling Working from home gave a chance I could work on it And not meeting people was the best thing I ever did Now can I live So you think your complicated Girl hold my drink Or call a shrink Let go deep inside And take a dive Cause in my mind I think we'd be more in sync If I explain some things Now what Okay so whats next Should probably move on now not planning my death Always wrote songs about the state of my head And expressed my duress through a wave and a speaker set I'm shy and I'm anxious Until you put a mic in these parameters Then I'm kind of fabulous Pull out my heart when I'm rapping this Put it on the page for analysis Beats off beat so that beat suits me Cause my brain's off track and it fits Fuse lit Fusing putrid confusion with music My muse is a mix of the things I have lived Plus things I would die for in which none left I'm not even doing my best I don't really care much anymore to impress I don't even cut my hair anymore its a mess But I got fit and toned So the mirror is my friend Looking Jesus With about as much sex Funny at my best I'm no wanting my ends Fell in love with myself not again For the first time Self-hates there in case I'm needing remind Complicated track maybe needing rewind Complicated guy maybe out of this mind Okay that's about it So you think your complicated Girl hold my drink Or call a shrink