Hey
Just to say
You should know
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So you think your complicated
Girl hold my drink
Or call a shrink
Let go deep inside
And take a dive
Cause in my mind I think we'd be more in sync
If I explain some things

Okay here I'm quite damaged
Youth wasn't tragic but later life had it
Took a lot of drink and the drugs to distract it
Then you go numb
And nothing really matters
Lost a mate to the cancer
Ex through sadness
Even the most beautiful souls can get damaged
Another mate chasing the dragon
Then another mate died of cancer
What the fucks happening
Life is a bitch I nearly gave up on it
Covid locked down in my house I was struggling
Working from home gave a chance I could work on it
And not meeting people was the best thing I ever did

Now can I live

So you think your complicated
Girl hold my drink
Or call a shrink
Let go deep inside
And take a dive
Cause in my mind I think we'd be more in sync
If I explain some things

Now what

Okay so whats next
Should probably move on now not planning my death
Always wrote songs about the state of my head
And expressed my duress through a wave and a speaker set
I'm shy and I'm anxious
Until you put a mic in these parameters
Then I'm kind of fabulous
Pull out my heart when I'm rapping this
Put it on the page for analysis
Beats off beat so that beat suits me
Cause my brain's off track and it fits
Fuse lit
Fusing putrid confusion with music
My muse is a mix of the things I have lived
Plus things I would die for in which none left
I'm not even doing my best
I don't really care much anymore to impress
I don't even cut my hair anymore its a mess
But I got fit and toned
So the mirror is my friend
Looking Jesus
With about as much sex
Funny at my best I'm no wanting my ends
Fell in love with myself not again
For the first time
Self-hates there in case I'm needing remind
Complicated track maybe needing rewind
Complicated guy maybe out of this mind

Okay that's about it

So you think your complicated
Girl hold my drink
Or call a shrink